My Ayahuasca Experience

Table of Contents

Table of Contents

Preparing for the Ayahuasca Experience

When you decide to dive into an Ayahuasca journey, you’ll notice that emotions start bubbling up right away. It doesn’t matter if your ceremony is a week away or two months away; the feelings just start to come up. For me, it felt like the medicine was already beginning to work in my body, even before I arrived. I believe it has something to do with our connection to the plants, there’s a kind of resonance, almost like a calling from the medicine itself.

Now, a lot of people talk about the diet, or “dieta,” leading up to the ceremony. I’ve heard countless rules about what to eat or avoid, and while the diet is important, it’s not everything. Some people think you need to go on a strict cleanse or fast, but my experience has taught me something different. The key is to eat healthily but not to starve yourself. In the days leading up to my ceremony, I made sure to eat well, keeping pork and heavy foods out of my diet, but I didn’t go hungry. Feeling weak or tired going into an Ayahuasca experience can actually make it more challenging.

In some of the tribes, it’s even okay to eat a small meal, like a bowl of soup, right before the ceremony. I found that having a light meal just before helped settle my stomach and eased any initial nausea I might feel when the medicine started working. Everyone’s body is different, so it’s about finding what feels right for you.
As you prepare, keep it simple. Pack light because you won’t need much. The experience itself is so all-encompassing that you won’t be focused on the little things. And remember, the journey starts long before you drink the brew. The days leading up to the ceremony are just as much a part of the process, so listen to your body, honor your feelings, and step into the experience with an open heart and mind.

Finding the Right Ayahuasca Retreat

Choosing the right Ayahuasca retreat is one of the most important steps in preparing for your journey. There are countless retreats out there, but finding a place you trust is necessary for a positive experience. I’ve had some incredible experiences at retreats that were recommended by others who’ve walked this path before me.

When I think about where to go, my mind always goes to Jungle Medicine in Costa Rica. It’s one of those retreats where you feel completely taken care of. They have a strong connection with the Shawanawa tribe, who are incredible to sit with. Being in the jungle, immersed in nature, and guided by a tribe that has such a deep understanding of the medicine can make a world of difference. It’s not just about the ceremony itself, but about the energy, the traditions, and the teachings that the tribe brings. If you’re able to make the journey, it’s well worth it.

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However, I understand that not everyone can travel to places like Costa Rica. If you’re in the States, there are closer options that still offer a meaningful experience. Sacred Sanctuary in Orlando, Florida, is a good alternative. It may not have the same depth of tradition as sitting with a tribe, but it’s a great place to start, especially if you’re new to the medicine.

Cost is another factor to consider, but you’d be surprised how affordable some of these experiences can be. For example, a weekend at Jungle Medicine can be around $500, plus the cost of a flight and your passport. All in all, you’re looking at under $1,000 for a life-changing experience. When you consider the profound impact Ayahuasca can have on your life, it’s an investment worth making.

Once you’ve chosen a retreat, do some light preparation. It’s good to educate yourself about what to expect, but try not to get too caught up in reading every article or watching every video out there. Each person’s journey with Ayahuasca is unique, and overloading yourself with information can sometimes create expectations that don’t match your own experience. Trust the process, trust yourself, and trust the space you’ve chosen.

What to Expect

One of the biggest pieces of advice I can give is to go into an Ayahuasca retreat with as few expectations as possible. It’s natural to be curious about what might happen, but holding onto specific ideas can limit your experience. In the world of Ayahuasca, we often refer to the plant as “Mother” because she has a way of guiding us to what we need most, not necessarily what we expect or want.

Your first experiences with Ayahuasca can be incredibly powerful and are often the most impactful. They serve as the foundation for your journey, helping you to address some of the deeper traumas and patterns you might have been carrying for a long time. But rest assured, Ayahuasca is gentle. She knows exactly how much to show you and will never overwhelm you with more than you can handle.

So, when you’re heading into your first ceremony, be open to whatever comes. Trust that you’re going to see what you need to see and feel what you need to feel. It’s all part of the process of healing and understanding yourself on a deeper level.

What Does the Ayahuasca Ceremony Look Like?

On the first day of an Ayahuasca retreat, most centers start with a rest day. You typically arrive, settle in, and relax. If you arrive the same day as the ceremony, it’s best to get there early so you have time to rest and hydrate. Ceremonies usually begin in the evening, around 8 to 10 p.m., though some tribes also offer beautiful day ceremonies.

Upon arrival at the retreat center, you’ll choose your spot for the ceremony, this could be a bunk, a private room, or even a space in the maloca, which is a traditional ceremonial hut. It’s a good idea to get comfortable and start getting to know the other participants. These people often become lifelong friends, so opening up and connecting can enhance the experience.

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On the first night, it’s normal to feel nervous, especially if it’s your first time. Even those who have sat with Ayahuasca before often feel a mix of nerves and respect for the medicine. The first ceremony usually starts with a cleansing. After some time in silent meditation, the shamans or maestros will perform prayers over the medicine. Then, the servers will distribute the Ayahuasca.

After drinking, it can take anywhere from 15 minutes to an hour for the medicine to take effect. The taste of Ayahuasca is unique, some people don’t mind it, while others find it challenging. The key is to keep it down for at least 15 minutes to let it start working.

Once the Ayahuasca begins to take effect, you may experience a range of sensations and perceptions. Thoughts can come in quickly, and you might find yourself in a different state of awareness, sometimes feeling like you’re outside your body. For some, this can feel disorienting, but it’s important to breathe and stay calm. The most intense part usually lasts about an hour, with the overall experience lasting around two hours. During this time, it’s common to have visions, insights, or emotional releases, and many people will purge as part of the cleansing process.

Purging

Purging during an Ayahuasca ceremony can take several forms. It might involve sweating, vomiting, yawning, or even laughing. Most commonly, people purge through either vomiting or sweating.

Sweating is an incredibly powerful form of purging. It can be intense but is often seen as a beneficial way to release built-up emotions and thoughts. When you sweat, you’re literally bringing to the surface what’s been buried within. It’s a physical manifestation of the emotional and mental cleansing happening inside you.

Vomiting, on the other hand, is a more direct way to expel deep-seated traumas and toxins from the body. It’s a significant part of the Ayahuasca experience for many, offering a release of internal struggles and emotional blockages.

Purging typically occurs early in the experience, but it can happen at various times throughout the ceremony. Once you’ve purged, you might find yourself entering a deeper, more insightful part of the journey. This phase of the experience often feels more profound and transformative. After purging, many find that the remaining part of the ceremony offers a clearer, more serene exploration.

Afterglow

Emerging from an Ayahuasca ceremony is often marked by a profound sense of bliss and emotional release, regardless of how intense the journey may have been. The end of the ceremony brings a beautiful, uplifting feeling—one of love and deep satisfaction.

Throughout the ceremony, music plays a crucial role, weaving through the experience and enhancing the journey. It creates an atmosphere that supports emotional and spiritual exploration.

During ceremonies at places like the OM Jungle Medicine retreat, you’ll typically be served Ayahuasca three times. The process begins with the first cup, followed by a waiting period of two to three hours before the second cup is offered. Depending on the retreat, you might receive a third serving later on. Some ceremonies can continue until morning, while others might wrap up around 2 a.m. The exact timing varies by the retreat and ceremony.

As you experience these ceremonies, embrace everything they offer. The weekend is a short time, so dive in fully. You may not get much sleep, but engaging completely in the process is incredibly beneficial.

After the ceremony, you might find it challenging to rest as your mind processes the journey. It’s common to have racing thoughts and emotions that make sleep elusive. Take this time to rest as much as you can.

In the morning, a small breakfast is typically served, which is important to help you regain energy. By noon or early afternoon, most retreat centers will offer another light meal. Eating these meals is crucial for sustaining your energy and preparing for the next ceremony.

You’ll likely have about 10 hours of downtime between ceremonies. During this period, participate in any offered activities like yoga or mid-integration sessions. Engaging with these practices is highly recommended and adds to the overall experience.

As you prepare for the next ceremony, stay involved and make the most of this transformative time. Each ceremony builds upon the previous one, leading to a deeper understanding and integration of your experiences.

Second Ceremony 

As we step into the second ceremony, we start with a bit more familiarity with how the medicine works and what to expect. Although we have gained some understanding, it’s important to approach this experience without rigid expectations. Just like the first ceremony, enter with clear intentions. Reflect on what you didn’t fully address in the first session and ask the medicine to guide you further.

The second ceremony often feels a bit gentler, as you become more attuned to the process. With this improved understanding, navigating the experience becomes easier. You’ll typically be served two cups of Ayahuasca, with a break in between. In some cases, a third cup might be offered. The timing of the ceremonies can vary: often held on consecutive nights (Friday and Saturday), or sometimes including a daytime session and an evening one on Saturday.

I make sure to participate fully in all the ceremonies offered. Even if I feel tired or drained, I push through. This is part of the process, and there will be time to rest later. Engaging fully helps to make the most of the journey.

It’s common to feel a lack of sleep during these intense sessions. Even if falling asleep seems difficult, make sure to get enough rest. Just lying down and relaxing can be rejuvenating.

As the ceremony concludes, you’ll start preparing to leave the space. We’ve covered entering the ceremony, setting your intentions, and what to expect during the session. Now, it’s time to transition from the ceremony space and reflect on the journey ahead.

After the Ceremony Ends

After the ceremony wraps up, it’s a great idea to exchange contact information with fellow participants. These individuals have shared profound experiences with you, and some of these connections might turn into lifelong friendships. The group sizes can vary from as few as six to as many as twenty, so it’s worth taking the time to connect with everyone.

Integration is an important step after the ceremony. Make sure to take time for this process, reflecting on the insights and emotions that surfaced. I also recommend taking a small token from the retreat, like a leaf or a memento from the land. This helps keep the memory of the ceremony alive and anchors the experience.

The music played during the ceremonies is another important aspect to remember. If possible, get a copy of the playlist. The music can help you reconnect with the experience and the emotions you feel, even when the details begin to fade.

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As you return home, you’ll likely need some well-deserved rest. The days following the retreat can offer deeper understanding and clarity about your experience. Give yourself the space to integrate and reflect, and in time, the journey will reveal even more meaning.

Arriving Back Home

When you return home, you might notice a shift in how you approach food. What once seemed appealing, like fast food, may now feel unappetizing. You’ll likely find yourself drawn to healthier choices, and that’s a positive change.

Your dreams might become much more vivid and emotional. Embrace them and try to understand their messages. It’s normal for your emotions to be all over the place for a while—one moment you could be crying, and the next, laughing. Letting your tears flow is actually a powerful way to cleanse and heal.

When I settled back into my routine, I made a conscious effort to shake things up. I didn’t dive straight back into work. Instead, I took some time to change my daily patterns. For instance, switch up your morning routine, like making coffee before brushing your teeth, or vice versa.

Start your mornings with a glass of citrus water, like lemon or lime water, to help balance your body’s pH levels and kickstart your day.

Consider joining integration groups like Plant Medicine Path which offer support and community as you process your experience. Engaging with others who share similar insights can be incredibly helpful.

I made a point to avoid alcohol, knowing it could interfere with the progress I was making. Instead, I focused on building new, positive habits.

If you’re considering another experience, waiting 2-3 months is generally recommended. Microdosing with psilocybin during this time can help keep your neural pathways open and support ongoing growth.

Everyone’s journey is unique, and the frequency of your experiences will depend on your personal needs. As you continue to explore, remember there are many paths for spiritual, mental, and physical growth.

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